Assisted Suicide Girl: Wheels
Looking For: Someone who can really take my breath away
Location: Bakersfield, CA
Sign: Cancer
Occupation: Model/actress/invalid (triple threat!)
Why I Did ASG: Voice-to-text program makes blogging a snap. Also, cystic fibrosis creates thick sticky mucus and other secretions, if you know what I’m saying.
Body Mods: Pierced nose, ears (five), labret, colostomy bag, IV drip, clitoral hood
Favorites: I love(d)to ride horses and go for long (st)rolls on near the beach. Having poetry read to me. People squeezing my hand to let me know they’re there.
Into: Being dominated, especially since I have no choice. Doing it in any position my adjustable bed can move me to.
Most Humbling Moment: When the doctors told me I had six months to live. Or, when I tripped and fell in front of my crush. How rib-crackingly embarrassing!
Diagnosis: Cystic fibrosis, 3/14/87
Vices: Hot orderlies, going all the way on the first appointment, morphine
Five Things I Can’t Live Without: Music, good friends, coffee, medications that contain pancreatic enzymes, iron lung
Things That Make Me Happy: Hope, stem cell research, children who don’t have cystic fibrosis, Hemlock Society
Things That Make Me Sad: Schindler’s List, the Incredible Hulk ending theme, the pain in my spine
